
Holy crap, Week 7 of Rubenesque Ladies Running is done. I can’t even begin to believe it. I am not even entirely sure how I got through this week. The running jumped from 9 minutes to 16 minutes, consisting of 2-3 minute intervals and 2-5 minute intervals. It wasnt easy, in fact, I couldn’t make it through the sessions (more on that later). I’ve mastered 90 seconds of running, I can do it without much issue. Three minutes, I’m still finding really hard, five minutes, forget about it. I know this isn’t supposed to be easy, but I also know it shouldnt be this hard.
*Reminder, I write each of these recap posts the day that I do the run, so they are written in the present tense of when the run actually occurred.
Saturday February 13th, 2010- The longest 30 minutes of my life (dramatic much?) The three-minute intervals, I did ok on, the first five-minute interval I got through, even though I was practically choking for air by the time it was done. The second five-minute interval I knew I wasnt going to make it through, so I walked the third minute. That means I only jogged 15 of the 16 minutes scheduled. I am still pretty amazed that I can do the 15 minutes. My goal is that by the end of these two weeks, I can do all 16 without wanting to throw up. What I can tell you, is that my lungs feel amazing, it’s like they’re able to get in so much more oxygen in (this is AFTER the run lol, during the run, completely different story.) Walked at 3.1 and jogged at 4.0 for the first two intervals and at 3.9 for the second two intervals. Total distance 1.92 miles. Pace 15:37 (HOLY $hit!)
So the best part of this run, was moving from the Yellow Level to the Orange Level with my Nike+. I love earning points, moving through levels, etc. Yellow Level with Nike+ is 1-30 miles! Orange is a much longer level, it’s 31-154 miles. YOWZA’S!

Tuesday February 15th, 2010-It took everything in me to get up and do this one. I am starting on a new project at work today, and I just didn’t want to deal with running. I’m dreading runs now, and I don’t like that. I don’t like that this isnt really fun. Until this week, I seriously looked forward to each session. Once I was done with this I did feel amazing, I felt like I could conquer the world. I walked the third minute of the second 5 minute jogging interval again. I’m going to let myself do that this week and then next week try to do the full amount of each of the runs. I walked at 3.1 and jogged at 4.0 for a total distance of 1.84 Miles. Pace: 16:17
Wednesday night, I did what I do every night, I sent Bella an email with some thoughts and my daily food journal. I needed to vent, and I needed to get some RLR related things off of my chest. This is some of the text from that email:
I’m doing Day 3 of this weeks RLR training tomorrow morning. I decided to look ahead and see what week 9 is going to bring since it’s just four sessions away and I’m seriously more than scared, I know I’m not ready for the next step. I don’t want to let you down, I dont want to let me down, but I dont know how I am going to do it. I can only get through one of the two 5 minute sessions without having to take a break, how am I supposed to get through two 8 minute sessions on the second day and then a solid twenty-minute session? I just dont know what to do. I’m starting to wonder if it’s possible for me to ever be a runner, or at least someone who can run for thirty minutes, at this weight.
This is all a fear that I’ve been facing for a couple of weeks now. I’ve been dreading week 9 coming up, it’s hard to put it into words. I was actually loving everything about this until this week. I enjoyed my walk run intervals, now I just dread doing them.
This email lead to a series of emails back and forth between Bella and I. We were both having the same feelings about proceeding with the training schedule as it is. I only make it through the five-minute sessions by gasping for air, not just breathing heavy, but legitimately gasping for air. I can’t make it through the second 5 minute session. I know physically that I can not keep up the schedule. My knee is hurting for days after the sessions, my ankle hurts, I’m not recovering well.
So where does this lead us? Well neither one of us are quitting our goal of running for 30 minutes as a New Years Resolution/Promise, instead we are modifying the training program even more. Right now we are going to what we can and reassess in a couple of weeks. My plan that I am going to follow for the next few weeks is:
5 Minute Walk to Warm Up
2 Minute Jog
2 Minute Walk
2 Minute Jog
2 Minute Walk
2 Minute Jog
2 Minute Walk
2 Minute Jog
2 Minute Walk
2 Minute Jog
7 Minute Cool Down Walk
Total of 30 minutes, with 10 minutes of jogging.
I’d like to reiterate, that I am not quitting, I’m just modifying what I am doing. At 273 pounds, the training schedule was just too overwhelming and I dont want to get to a point that I quit because of either an inability to proceed or because I am dreading each session so much. Which leads me to tonight;
Thursday February 18th, 2010-I woke up this morning before all of the above decisions were finalized. I decided to just go back to sleep and figure out a day to do my RLR run at a later date. That is how much I was dreading doing the 5 minute intervals again, so much that I was willing to skip the run all together. I havent skipped a single session in 7 weeks. I felt such a huge weight lifted off of my shoulder when Bella was feeling the same way, I knew I wasnt alone. As soon as the decision was made to modify the program, I once again REALLY looked forward to running again. I couldnt wait to get home, get the dog walked, and get on the treadmill. No the 2 minute jogging intervals weren’t easy, yes I counted down the seconds towards the end of each of them, but I did it. I sweated up a storm but I did it! I walked at 3.1 and jogged at 4.0 for a total of 1.70 Miles. Pace: 17:35
Tata for now,
Scale Warfare